Indivisible

 

indivisibleIndivisible is a story of deep unresolved childhood pain that holds a man and a woman stuck in a past that many of us can relate to.  This compelling story deals with the all too familiar effects of how unresolved issues from the past can hinder and cripple many decisions we make as adults.  When Jonah has to deal with serious on the job police issues, he struggles to make the best decisions concerning his long-time friend Tia.  Tia has made wrong decisions in her career path and continues to hold on to the anger she has against Jonah.  Through their tumultuous relationship, I was able to identify several deep rooted issues that I needed to address in my own life.

I thought about the pain and regret I felt when I decided to have an abortion 15 years ago.  That was the second worse traumatic experience of my life and I went into a very dark depression for many years afterward.  I thought in my own reasoning that if I just had another child right away all the pain and regret would somehow go away.  Oh how wrong I was.  It was almost immediately after the abortion that I met back up with an old boyfriend and basically fast tracked a whirlwind love affair.  I wanted to have a child asap!  I realized quickly that the pain didn’t go away at all.  Now, I am so very pleased that I was able to give birth to my daughter. 

I don’t deny that for one second.  I can say that a day doesn’t go by that I don’t ponder if my child was a boy or a girl.  I have heard testimonies from women who have made this grave mistake and recall their pain.  They have spoken on their request for God to give them some type of solace about the child and some have said they have actually seen their unborn child in Heaven.  Oh, how I have prayed for something like this to happen for me, but God has been silent about this issue completely.  Indivisible allowed me to spend some much needed time with Father God to work through the pain of the many decisions I made some 15 years ago.  Could it be that I am just now still enough to be able to deal with the deep wounds I have created out of wrong thinking and immature bible knowledge?  It has been very therapeutic to allow God to do some much needed deliverance in this area of my life.  Join me in stilling yourself before our Lord to receive the deliverance He has readily set for us to partake of….

 To enjoy your copy of Indivisible please click http://kristenheitzmannbooks.com/books/indivisible-a-novel/

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